Finally M back

Meet's phone HAD lost from the examination hall on friday...and the long procedure regarding the duplicate sim is not working since 3 days...he got a new phone still the network is down and what so ever...it is really annoying....
Imagine ....I haven't chit chatted him every detail of my life since three days... Cannot even explain...how empty these 3 days were....they seemed the longessssttttesttt days of my life....
I hated them....
Wifi caught fever....so no blogging, face-booking,Downloading new music...Life without Internet was so ...so...so...BORING.

As u know...I do not sleep at nights
...So, I watched a movie ... "I'll always know what you did last summer" on AXN...it got over at 3 am...had a word with Mumma and we slept...
*Second night was again wierd....I watched my favourite movie: Clueless like dozen times...I have its DVD..:P! It just gives me relief .....!!!
*Yesterday Tata sky had problems with me... Whatever...Ultimately TV was there last night .. watched 3-episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S back to back...Didn't get to know...1 kab baja...
Then was talking on and on and on with Mumma...Din let her sleep till 5 am...

A friend woke me up at 11:40 am...sob sob...then i did not sleep cuz i had to wish Meet good luck for his 3rd exam...poor baby says.." I wont be doing well because I am not able to hear your voice so often nowdays"
However I know you are going to do really well hunny....
After his exam...He will straight away come to see me... And hopefully his phone would work today...!!

These three days were not that bad...AND some moments were Intolerable...Pissing...and TERRIBLE...


SO FINALLY
Finally I can chat ONLINE with my friends today ...
Finally I 'll see Teddo again....
Finally And Hopefully his phone will work....
Finally My TV started to speak last night.....
Finally I wished My favourite teacher a happy birthday (after an year hehe)...
Finally I smiled truly in the mirror
Finally I would be speaking to my baby for hours *Fingers crossed*
Finally I got back to proper diet again
Finally I checked 157 notifications on facebook.wooowoo.
Finally I uploaded 2 new pics there...
Finally guess what...I got my full length pic clicked and it came out to be much much better than my Imagination....As Somebody truly said..."it's just a figment of your imagination"
Finally I am just myself....
Finally I got to talk to my moma last night for 5-6 hours...which just happens sporadically...
Finally I am meeting my friends next week (probably)
Finally I am going to Gurdwara after a long period...Sorry God...My mistake...


FINALLY ~I~ AM ~HAPPY....

I Dont feel a need for Anyone else...

mE~ cONtroversies... my Life ~full of continous - pangas... Shame shame..haww...but mere ko bahot hassi aa rahi hai..!!! Someone who I really liked (in the previous post) said...That :" I keep grudges...and take revenge thereafter" n " M an insecured girlfriend" and ...what ?? yeah... I have a pathetic attitude...do I? May be/ may be not...but thats the way I am...!!

At least M A true friend...!! I never leave my friends in their sorrow...i listen to them...Understand their pain....try doing everything...but obviously cannot let people take advantage of me...regardless of what so ever...!! M no1's Slave...

"Only he can understand what a farm is, what a country is, who shall have sacrificed part of himself to his farm or country, fought to save it, struggled to make it beautiful. Only then will the love of farm or country fill his heart."

Whateverrr..... As if I really care... I really do not care about your accusations.... because i never expected anything out of you.... I have stated in one of my previous posts...that I 'll rather stay alone....I still stick to that...the only difference is that today I am really happy in my life... My peace of mind is still there...!! I have not given any random one the authority to ruin my mood...or affect my life..!!

No grudges- No hatred- No regrets- No sorrows- No greed- No expectations

The fact is...No matter my 'so called' friends hurt me...No matter what they accuse me of...No matter I am no one to them.....I wouldn't take it to heart..at least Not for someone who did not even try see my warm side.... Who doesn't even regard my friendship or understand my Love....who doesn't see my compromises...and that I was with them in their time of need unlike them...!! I wish them all the best...lol...n yeah pitty on them...


I am harsh to those who try treating me like their slaves...!!
I am sarcastic to those who initiate on their own..!!
I am happy for everyone who is happy around...!!
No one is my enemy.!!
I am honest to myself and others...!!
I have the will to accept the truth...!!
I don't hurt anyone intentionally at least...!! and then I am not God to be perfect...!!

so does that mean...My attitude is pathetic...?


A question
... why do people always point 1 bad thing over 100 sacrifices...???? and another question... Why do people who tend to injure others badly...dun have the capacity to take a li'l wound ????

I am not here for explanations...they are just my random feelings....!! I am not an insecured girlfriend...cuz i trust my Love blindly...even if a slut sits on him...I am not a kid that I wouldn't make out...that who has what character....!! and M not perfect-neither a barbie doll...that I 'll simply endure...

I always share this with Teddo...that If you are by my side....I can fight with the entire world...!! If you are with me...
I know I am right.. and i can make a revolution...!! If you are wimme....I can live happily ever after without a single regret..!!
I don't want anything teddo....Just "you" and trust me.. I will be the happiest person on planet as I am today.....the luckiest..the happiest.....
n for someone so sure of what's Love can never be insecured...:)
And i guess we are enough for each other...!! At least I don't need anyone else...!!

Amith... You heard me before i wrote this...I guess that's what made me at peace.. ... it means a lot to me...that You were there..!!
No thank you's...just feeling blessed..!!