One thing which is prominent about me is "my love for movies"
Doubt about others... but I always tend to get deeply involved in characters, personalities, tears, script, the set of the film...and so on...
As a child I always wanted to be an Actress...
This is one thing I haven't shared with anyone than Teddo.... but acting was the only thing I wished I could do and was the only thing I knew...
A more than an average student...Only interested in dance and street plays...I was pushed to take part in Singing though I hated the choir..
Used to negotiate with my teachers and school captains to let me in Plays....
I never got very good comments over my acting skills than my best friend ..hehe...but I knew I will evolve if I work on my acting more and more ....and I did....I blossomed as an actor....!!
I took part at state levels ...won few of them too... I got lead roles too...
I loved that part ov my school life...
Anyhow...Did not get much to do in my best area in School.... grew up...got 2 offers for small commercial movies... several others for modelling... I never wanted to do latter
However ...i knew how badly I wanted the former.... My Daddy being very Possessive refused....
No problem...
I love my parents... I followed what they said.... They are experienced so did not crib at all....
Suppressed My dream....
Today when I have nothing much to do...and there are 3-4 interviews lined up ...I , sometimes feel bad bout them.... because I may put my best into everything I start but cannot put my heart into everything.... and end up looking all fake in Interviews...:P or act my love for the job out... lol...
Got Clueless about my Career .....
When people ask me.... What do I do....?
I feel so irritated...no matter i worked with big companies yet was Not that happy inside...
But I do get vibes of high hopes for the true love towards my work in future... If not, I will keep acting out...Proud :)
So, I am here living my life... without anything Interesting to do.... but will definitely try theatre soon or I may end up being just a simple housewife ( which I always wanted to be as Meet is my first love and Movies- the second)....
So My love never ended.... I still love movies like Insane.....
M such a movie buff...
I prefer watching them on dvd... so that I can pause...go back... play again a particular scene...listen to the dialogue...observe the expressions....try practicing in front of the Mirror...unless it gets better and better and better.....IN MY OWN STYLE
Few of my favourite Flicks are :
Clueless
...I have heard Clueless Sequel is coming up with Alicia again.
Pretty woman
French Kiss
She's all that.
The Holiday
The grudge ( all horror stuff )
Aitraaz
Jab We Met
Race
Mean Girls
Titanic (dying to see its sequel too)
Lost and Delirious
American Pie(s) ;)
and ...Countless others
My favourite Actors/esses:
Freddie Prinze Jr.
Leonardo Dicaprio
Tom Hanks
Tom Cruise
Alicia Silverstone
Meg Ryan
Julia Roberts
Kareena Kapoor
John Ab
Cameron Diaz
Drew Barrymore
Dia Mirza
Paul Rudd
n many others
( P.S most of the men were stated above cuz i find them cute....)
The list would get updated from year to year, month to month, week to week.... as I watch movies very frequently and there are no reasons as to why I love a movie...
whenever I feel close to a character and I get an urge to push the actress away to the bin and act instead of her.....
Funny ...Isn't it?
I loved sharing that in my blog
* Blow kisses *
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
m a Movie Buff
Posted by CLUELESS at 10:00 AM 3 comments
Labels: Clueless, Dreams, Flick- Love, Namak-Mirch-Masala
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Its Paining...n y isn't it Raining???
I have this problem while driving nowadays.... My left arm aches badly while changing gears....the pain goes through the shoulder bone...reaches my arm and freaks me...
It's too hot moreover...
Nimbu paani, Shakes, Slushes, Iced tea and Cold coffee are my friends this season...!!
i HAD Cool blue from CCD....with Teddo...
I hate going out in the sun...working out is even worse....Eww....
Since morning...Mai aaj daant Kha rahi hu...tsk tsk...or ghoom rahi hu....
Mumma said: Don't pop ur puppy eyes out.. You drama queen :P
Aisa nahi hai maa...tujhe sab hai pata hai naaa maa...:)
I dun feel like having dinner... khana dekhne ka bhi mann nahi kar raha...!!
This summer.... I am so addicted to my room, Laptop and books...yawwwnnn....I got up reeeelly late today ( nothing new ) though this has to be changed....and nowdays i loose my temper comparitively jaldi....so this is not at all Coolio...Teddo jokes: 'Tere ko cchedne ka matlab hai sher ke mu se mutton nikaalna'....
la la la....I love him...
I have to Calm calm calm..... the new lotion will hopefully work
I feel like going for a swim... have to get rid of the last year's tan....it is awful....
Tomorrow i have to go for a Snap....eww full snap for an interview... Why do I feel wierd??
Chalo jo bhi hai.... I am praying ...it'll come out to be good and slimmer....pheww..!!... I generally look motuuu in my full pics...!!
Tadaaazz
Gunytzzz.....
Posted by CLUELESS at 7:39 AM 5 comments
Labels: Diary Entry, Namak-Mirch-Masala
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
The Handbag "SYNDROME"

As i promised m back with nothing much....

Posted by CLUELESS at 11:56 AM 6 comments
Labels: Fashionista, Namak-Mirch-Masala