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Sunday, March 15, 2009

Alex in wonderland...:)

iam not to disover my present...cuz it is real hard to do so...it is going really tough for me....

sometimes i just wish to bang my head against the wall ...just soo fed up of watver is goin on...
all i can say is ntng is goin my wayy....
i wish i cud caste a spell as it is shown on wizards of baverly place and cud b a free spirited Alex for 1 day.... n i wud hv gone back school....n would have undone the mistakes i made that time....
i wouldn't have lost some of my buddies ....and my life would have been damn different and better....!!
onli if i knew how to FIT...be assertive...win frenz....be carefree....and less egoistic trait in me....!!
if i just knew how to fit in n survive in the girly geeky and sneaky world....this is how i can discover my present.... i think i made a mistake at everi step...wich makes me guilty all the time....but all i can say is that ...i respected myself....n i am not wid ppl...who din respect me and my worth...so let it be...!! however it could have been Different n a bit sensible cuz i had the resources n din know how to use them rather now i know how to use them but n lack resources....
so thts how i define my present still have a wish to get a magic wand...and redesign my past to get a perfect or at least a fair future.....
O i wish i Was Alex.........