Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I din give them a CHANCE

You're...My Friend,
my companion,through good times and bad....
my friend, my buddy,through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

I have not written this....but read this it really true?
I have no idea....
I have only one best friend ...thats Meet..He is my everything... and for rest unlucky peeps around..I can say that Iam their friend..but I hardly discuss a word bout me with them...Isnt that Unfair? SO will it be fair to call them my friends...its not their mistake I dont share my notions... i m not Comfortable. Funny?
Y m i not able to speak??
I had a word bout this with Meet... N he said...remove your ego and your heart You ll know the answer...
Is that so?
Will i find a better friend in my existing circle like this??
It will be wrong to say that I don't need anybody.... I need them...I feel so so called frens discuss their problems with me..i respond them..I communicate well...but when i have a problem...and meet isnt around...I cry,howl,do what so ever...but I wouldn't bother anyone...thinking that he/she might not respond properly, might be busy, and innumerous other things....and this mistake of mine has created a big question mark for me....
My friends think M the happiest person on earth...
A tarot reader told me that i share all the happy moments with people but when it comes to sorrows....I suppress it

why why why?

I was stupid to do that....:(
M sad....what should i do?
Kisi ko samajh bhi nahi aaya hoga ki mai kya kehna chahti hu....awwwwwww.....uhun uhun.....mumyyyyyyy


Dipti said...

arrey i know exactly what you wanna say. i was the same way and to an extent.. still am. i never expressed my pain to my friends..they always did. even cried in front of me and i always managed to cheer them up..but when it came to my problems, i couldn't share with them, something stopped me and i kept it inside me.

but then i realized that even my friends expect me to share and want to know why im sad if i am.. a person cannot be happy all the time. now i express myself more openly if not totally. i don't feel as comfy with them as with my boyfriend of course.. but still, there are some things that only a woman can really understand. so its nice to confide in and talk to good girl helps.

Meet is right, open your heart and have less expectations.

Trust your friends.. dont expect them to offer you advices when you share problems.. but you can definitely expect the friend to listen to you, the way you have always been there for them. thats what true friends are for..

Sonal Arora said...

ohh DIP m just so feels u got it all right,...u hit the right point....gr8 girl...Mr. r is truly lucky....u soo understanding....thxx for this...this will help me a lot...